Friday, August 28, 2009
WHOOHOO!finally..
so here it goes....
FINALLYYY!! WHOOOOHOOO.
Done with academics. BUTT, still left with attachments and then im off to sydney! :D
hopefully. god-willing.
Sometimes i dont feel like going, leaving my family behind.. but its just an year of studies.
ets just wait and see.
i have to say September is gonna be a month to remember.
Pramita is leaving for nepal, Melvin leaving for UK, school friends heading different directions -some getting married, working, some leaving for further studies and some BUMMING ARD LIKE ME and of course its PUASA MONTH - so lots of eating.
And, yes planned a few strange yet fun stuff to do. For a start, kite flying and night safari.
:D
moving along...
Cant believe this, but ive been watching strange movies that i dont normally watch.. AND, watching tooo much of movies.ive been shopping toooo much. ive been going to JB way tooo much too. stuffing myself with so much food when everyone else is fasting in JB.
good investment?
jon's botak-ness is killing me. i thought at least he would you noe, get READY MUCH FASTER since hes not busying getting his hair down. BUTTT NOOOOOOO.....
HE PUTS GEL ON HIS FREAKKING HAIR!!
but still love him :p
some photos.... and jon might kill me for the ugly one.
gonna miss herrrrrrrrrrrrr.. she and her retardness. she actually thought we need to take a ferry to sentosa. HAHA.
jon and fooooood.
i hate going out with guys. they are so vain and, annoying. they ignore me and watch soccer while i sit and eat in silence in the coffeeshop! and check out jon's face.
clarissa
@ 12:27 PM
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
damn right i'm traumatized
so here it goes...
He watched me from the window as i changed and when i looked back and screamed, he ran.
That reminded me of the time in the train....This indian man brushed his penis at my butt.
he made it move... and his hands was on the grab bar above him. he made it move...
That made me cry.... too tramatizing..
Sunday was full of driving all over Singapore (in my punjabi suit).melvin is not only a bad park-er but a bad driver now. toastbox was good.jon's mother's cooking was good too.gossips.un-shaven legs.black faces.hypocrites.sexy lesbians- always a topic.monday/tuesday was mugging hard.PASSED MY LAST SKILLS TEST. (:i'll be starting PRCP on 7th dec.need to try out for SIA and NIE soon.that's my future for now."i'm pretty much a human myself. I get caught in a mess at times and feel like everything is closing down on me.But, when i am in a mess... there is only me to blame.. i cant blame Him.. Many things are results of what we do... But sometimes we blame it on him, because its always better to blame others than yourself.To the people who constantly seek help and dont get it, You aint doing it the right way and you know it deep within.Its three basic principles. Read the bible, Pray and Live within the basic principles He has clearly told us to do in the bible.Sometimes we get into this mess, its because we dont follow his principles. and thats when the whole cycle begins. "
clarissa
@ 1:08 PM
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
the many conversations we have....
so here it goes...
"Why do people do things that they do? And, after which blame it all on God? Some feel that God is ruining their lives and dont seem to understand His plan. It seems that they try so hard to speak to God but he simply doesnt care. Ask yourself. Are you living the life that God wants you to live?Do you even try your best to live your life to the basic standards that God has clearly told us to?Do you even read the bible everyday?Do you even listen to your elders when they tell you something for your own good? You don't even do anything that is right in the first place. Try doing something right in your life for a start.And some at this point will say, No point trying to make things right anymore; its not gonna change anything im always a mess. Well, if you want to keep questioning God and living in a pile of crap that go on i guess. No one can stop you."
It inspired deeply within.....
harry porter was good.With joel abraham and melvin. Felt extra la. Eversince i found out that there was something going with abraham and joel... with abraham and melvin.... :p
dinner at thai express on sunday was hilarious with abraham and mel. the things we do just to find a place to eat... and the many misprounced words we say.. 'checkadonary' for secondary.
And, how abraham and melvin kept stroking each other under the table, made me feel jealous for a minute... :p the things we do...
many dinners.. many conversations.... lots of laughter..
treasure moments like this...
matthew being a pig. athai posing for the photo and the many church people at the background.
jon and i had dinner at white dog cafe. yeah, thats cafe's name. conversations we have.....
clarissa
@ 3:23 PM
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Weekend blogger?
so here it goes....
that bus journey back home, made me so mad.
tooo much drama.
chinese old hag takes out china phone, pulls out the antenna and starts tuning (which makes so much of noise). AND, keeeps on tuning and increases the volume and annoying everyone around her. Indian national dude seated beside me, who is directly infront of her, gets ticked off. Turns around and tells the lady politely once " Mam, please switch it off. Its really noisy"
Lady, ignores. Both start fighting.
Indian National: Mam, i told you please switch it off.
OLD HAG: I DONT CARE, WHAT YOU GONNA DO. TAKE TAXI LA, IF ITS SO NOISY.
Indian National: PLEASE, switch it off.
OLD HAG: CANNOT! WHAT YOU GONNA DO?
Indian National: (repeats his sentences over and over again) Please switch it off!
and basically the exchange of words are really simple to comprehend after this point.In actual fact, it sounded like some song.
'Please switch it off?' ---- 'Cannot! what you gonna do?' ----'Please switch it off!'----'Cannot! what you gonna do?'
while the two fight, picture both of them poking their face infront of each other as they shout .
AND, while all this is going on, lots of SALIVA were being sprayed on my neck and hair. I got so fed up. i got up and shouted,
'OH MY GOD, SHUT UP LA. ITS A PUBLIC PLACE! '
(and they ignore me, DAMMIT.)
'(i raise my voice)ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME, SHUT UP. SHUT UP! SHUT UP!! '
and people ard me said...' yea shut up la.. so childish and so selfish'
Bus stops and driver finally realised that there was a fight going on. i got off the bus immediately.
WHY ARE PEOPLE SO INCONSIDERATE?
and even when people stand up to question such idiots, WHY DO THEY ARUGE SO CHILDISH-LY??
clarissa
@ 7:00 PM
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
i live for the nights plus WEEKENDS
so here it goes....
After two weeks of missing jon, he FINAALLLLYYYY BOOOKED OUTTT!!!! :D
FRIDAY
picked him up at pasir ris mrt and OMG he looooked soo bigg! i kept laughing and laughing, seeing him in his uniform like a small boy.And, his friends kept walking past him and saying "BYE ELIAS.BYE ELIAS". thank god it wasnt 'PARAMES'.
He kept cursing that his bag was so heavy and anna had not reached yet which made him curse even more...pooor jon, LOL. So we headed back to jon's and relaxed there for a bit and headed to LOT 1 for dinner. army stories can be pretty amusing..
SAT
it was really fun. Just me and jon.
went to watch DRAG ME TO HELL. MY GOD,the movie was freaking CREEEEEEPY. the old lady reminds me of an ugly version of you-know-who..
jon did some shopping at ZARA.
I was kinda surprised that he actually had reservations for dinner at ASTON'S. (which is at Centrepoint ) Steak place. usually we just chose random places. jon's really sweeeet. jon had steak and apple sausage. i had lamb. pretty much enjoyed every single min of my sat (:
SUNDAY
Double Lunch (church and jon's)
Just a few of us were there but it was really nice.. I really enjoy the small things.. the funny conversations over lunch that make us spit food at one another. I think at one point there was mucus flying ard...
good relationships with friends and even that special someone are really hard to come by.
i treasure the simple inexpensive lunches, dinners, lepak-ing sessions.
and now, HE BOOOOOOOOOOKED IN )))):
i miss him already.
"You've nice and compassionate. Abit like Jesus. But very sensitive. Like my wisdom teeth"
anna, the short thing. jon, the NS-MAN.
jon and his army recruits
like some small boy.
small boy once again.
retarded me.
FREAKING GOOD LAMB.with blooood coming out : D
clarissa
@ 6:34 PM
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
The "comeback?"
oh well, so here it goes....
i wasnt looking forward to the june holidays at all. mainly because jon wasnt gonna be around (so was my family) and that just made me dread the hols.
but managed to keep myself quite busy with interesting stuff to do.
First week
1.visits to all sorts of markets eg, Giant, NTUC, pasir panjang wholesale centre, wet markets at ulu places.
2.had to pay three miserable bills which resulted in visiting 11 AXS machines which dint work.
3.a birthday dinner which eventually was a disaster. but the present was nice :P
4.got new clothes
5.watching movies (P.S I LOVE YOU, devil's chair etc)
6. spending a whole day with jon's mother. followed her to cut her hair, dinner, shopping and insisted i picked out smth for myself.
7. went to west coast to pretend i was a jogger.
8. PLAYMAX.
Second week and in the progress
1. did some good deeds ; visited a sick lady at the hospital, helped a friend service his camera(who thinks i broke he's camera)
2.going to tekka in my shorts and looking like crap
3. met that friend who thought i broke his camera for lunch
4. met a girlfriend for shopping (once again) and commented that i never changed a single bit.
In this past one and half weeks, jon has been calling and giving me an insight to his tekong life and how ugly hes hair looks like. sheeesh, im gonna cry when i see his HAIR not him :D
He revealed things at His own time and gave me peace of mind.I know that being a good friend isnt gonna be appreciated.You made a choice to leave and throw it all away.there is much a person can do to help but if you dont want that help and that friend, whats the point?
i'm always here for anyone...
"save him, save him from the hands that he beats me on"
clarissa
@ 4:28 PM
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
i guess it's taken me awhile to realise this.
i really miss you.
i dont know why you had to leave.
why?
actuallyy its obvious but isnt fair.
it isnt...
how would i get along without you?
i know you feel the same way too.
the sacrifices i have made, just to make this work.
only God will know, how much ive been through.
i really hope that things will get better.
i dont wana feel this way any longer.
ill just wait....
and hope for it to be over....
as soon as it started......
clarissa
@ 4:06 AM
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